Great news: The double vision which had plagued me for several months is now less of a problem. I had to go back on the Adderall but am at a much lower dossage than before: 10mg Extended Release, way down from last May when I was taking 80Mg per day! Also taking the Geodon in the evening helps regulate my sleep cycle. So my commute is much safer.
I shaved my beard yesterday! I have been planning on doing it for some time, just to see. It looks ok...kind of wierd of course. But everyone will get use to it, including me. Or maybe I'll grow back a full beard!? I don't know. Only thing is I have a fat face and without a beard I kind of have a double chin. Oh well...
I ran around all day yesterday getting required documents for our real estate transaction. I set up a contract signing meeting for Sunday, 10:00. Had I not taken the time to rush around and get all the documents (copy of the Will, Judge's order, deed, etc.) we never would have gotten anything done. My family would be content to sit around and and maybe they'll get to it in due time...maybe not. Listen, we need this money very badly! Anything I can do to set up a closing and get this done, I will do it. I'm tired of living paycheck to paycheck. So I guess I earned my new guitar. Wife said so. I am hoping we can close some time next week...maybe next Friday or the following Monday. Keep your fingers crossed!
:: Tom 10:03 PM [+] ::
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:: Tuesday, February 24, 2004 ::
Not Blogging much right now, too much going on in the real world. Seems I tend to Blog when I'm down or when things aren't going like I would want them to. We (our family) are very close to a real estate deal which will lift the finance burden from our shoulders. This will allow us to relax for the first time in several years. Deb would be able to quit her 2nd job. creditors would be paid, they'll quit calling. We are so close right now.
Went to the Orthopedist yesterday, I have been in pain for two solid weeks now. He gave me Loritab! Yea! First time I've felt physically ok in quite a while.
We stand on the edge of redemption, passing into the light after winter's long night. The memory of the dark time will take some adjustment. But eventually, we'll gain our sense of humor, we'll laugh and spread optomism. We'll dance in the Sun's light.
:: Tom 9:47 AM [+] ::
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