Our financial burden is beginning to ease. This has given me a chance to think about some other matters for a change. For instance it should take exactly as much energy to think a positive creation thought as it does to think a negative one. It does take more energy to change habitual negative thought patterns to positive ones. My patterns are a result of several factors: My internal environmental history (my voices/alternate reality), my current and future internal and external environment ("Blow up your TV!"), physical diet and excersize, and an overriding urge to improve all of the above. That urge is fascinating for me! How hope for a better world can survive through the Hell that a whole bunch of us have lived through, is remarkable. As I walked through the Valley of Guitars yesterday, it occurred to me that a lot of the people in the world just might be happy (at least happier than I was at that particular time). I too could be happy. Maybe I just need to lighten up. Stop my doom and gloom frown (Loggins and Masina, “I used to be a sorry guy, never got high.”). Sooo, I’m heading in the positive creation direction. Have already added green veggies, plus multivitamin and chondroiten/glucosamine supplements (my shoulder) to my diet, consciously adding excersize when I can (not walking yet but I know I will), consciously visualizing positive outcomes.
Here’s a big “Thanks” to your sons for welcoming me with shelter and good vibes in the middle of the night. Thanks to you and Don for being such gracious hosts the next morning. I always enjoy our talks…even if we do lose track of what we are thinking and saying! It’s because the Love and the Spirit are so abundant for us.